| so sitting at a fucking 192... i need to get my lard ass back into the swing of things ia m just gunna blog and comment when i get hungry sticking to 800-1000 cals a day :)
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| So i have been having so many bad cramps lately since i am on my period...and i have no idea what it is, the doctor thinks that it could be a syist on my ovaries and shes not sure so she scheduled an ultra sound for me to make sure, she asked me if i was sexually active, and ofcourse i am...but i told her no, i know its not good to lie to the doctor but she knows my family wayyy to well and i didnt want her knowing but i know you can give out information thank goodness! but anyways thats my deal so please pray for me that would be awesome!!!! Other than that i havent had much of an appitite lately which i guess is a good thing yesterday i had captin chrunch-140 cals lunch- taco bell suspreme soft taco-250 cals brisk ice tea-90 cals dinner 2 slices of bread-180 cals arazonia green tea-210 cals 3 servings 1 serving is 70 cals.... INTAKE TODAY BREAKFAST: LUNCH: DINNER: THINNYS 
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| YAY! so i can finally start fresh today or something, b/c i can stay upstairs and outta the kitchen! FOSHO! i am so happy now okay i basically only want to starve today i know water is going to be a big factor today, and i hate the water weight and i know i can work that off by running or something but i hate running in my neighborhood expecially during the day b/c i know that everyone is around....but w/e! i can do this this is exciting and i know that i will have down falls but i am ready to start fresh again! weigh in: 10:46 am---[183.2] INTAKE: BREAKFAST: TBA LUNCH: TBA DINNER: TBA Todo list [ ]Finish MATH CHAPTER 7 [ ] SEND IT TO TUTOR TO CHECK [ ] VISITING MY SISTER AT SCHOOL [ x] SOME LAUNDRY [ x] TALK TO THE BOYFRIEND/WEBCAM THINNY'S 
  
  
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| SO i finally got my dumbass a laptop so i dont have to put up with going downstairs and having to see all the food in the fridge.. i made my parents buy some apples but i might go to the store and get me some of my own..NOw i can keep myself outta the kitchen and not go downstairs and have to be thinking about it!...AHHHH! i am so happy i hope that this works out now! b/c i dont want to think o well i can walk my own to legs down there for nothing but i have a webcam on my comp so i can take some pics and maybe add them of how bad my body has gotten me! my boyfriend wants to come a visit me next weekend he goes to liberty, and i know that thats like a 7 hour drive from where i am, and thats not gunna be fun but thats really sweet of him that he wants to do that u know...but i dont want to him to see me at my biggest...he weighs like 180 and i am bigger than him now..this is not good! but hes tall and he looks skinny...me being 5'9 nooo no nooo thats not going to cut it lol. THINNY'S for me 
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